i-dun-understand-anymore

2011-06-25T02:06:00.002+08:00

the pain wont stop so i will keep it in.

my heart will slowly stop and break into two.

with a healing scar that will never fade.

i will try to comfort myself with this one lie,

that i will be happy if i can see you smile.

that's what i have done for the past year.

2011-06-21T02:16:00.002+08:00

went out to find jeslyn to say happy birthday..

then accompany liye to go eat dinner before coming home..

will be going safra tampines to swim tomorrow..

then go to kallang leisure to meet some guys for bowling..

maybe evening bball.. busy day ahs? hahas.

not to think too much..

work, play, sleep and eat.. that's enuf right?

nights guys..

i am sorry.. i will lock it away..

2011-06-20T03:21:00.001+08:00

Dont leave me worrying and not knowing anything..

please ): silence is the best killer..

2011-06-18T02:53:00.002+08:00

helloooooo!

omg.. look at the time now.. its 3am..

just finish watching city hunter episode 8.. (exciting part)

need to wait till next week..

Min ho sacrificing his right arm to save nana.. nice!

need to slp soon.. 2mr need to wake at 8am to go to work..

reach home at 12am just now ==

i am glad that zhuzhu is back (:

looking forward to the presents! i will wear everyday.. LOL

shuyi jiejie 's birthday coming up.. what should i plan..?

hmm.. nvm.. will work something out soon yea?

time to slpppp! left 5 hours..

will blog soon when i am free..

u will know soon since u are so blur (:

oyasuminasai..!

2011-06-11T01:58:00.002+08:00

Saying goodnight is not just putting an end to a day.

Its a way of saying, i remember you before i go to sleep.

Hope you care feel the care that goes with it.

There's only one you.. which is you..

Oyasuminasai (:

2011-06-11T00:10:00.002+08:00

It really had been a long time since i posted.

This few days are really torturing and suffocating.

Even though i put up a smile, i am really going explode soon.

I was once in love with you.

Your kindness, cuteness and character attracted me.

But i knew u and ur bf was happy, so i gave up.

And love some1 else. She was there when i needed some1 the most.

She told me to wait, but in the end,

she was with some1 else with me being the last person to know.

I kept it within me without any1 knowing.

As time passed, it begin to heal.

But when i saw u again and contact you.

My heart somehow was drawn towards you again.

When i heard you and ur boyfriend broke up, i was happy in the moment.

I wanted to be with you, but i was worried being hurt again and not being friends.

Even though we might not know each other much, i still like you.

U thought that i am joking when i said that. I truly love you. ):

How? What to do? I am totally clueless.

喜欢你，想爱你，想说真心话。

2011-01-16T23:36:00.003+08:00

Welcome 2011! that's 16 days ago.. =x
didnt manage to post for quite some time..
just a short post before slping! (:

8 weeks had past since the start of PRCP..
it was tough and busy like ~!@#$%^&*(..
but thanks to the staffs and friends..
i managed to survive.. hope i will score well!
Just came back from bball after jogging..
had a big bruise over my right knee plus some scratches..
i realised i am full of scars due to injuries.. zzz!

So suay.. i got pes A for army.. prepare to be combat medic
GONE ler.. ):
if any manage to see me, i just cut my hair.. now is sooooooo
SHORT! but it will grow back by the end of PRCP i hope!

i will end here.. oyasuminasai mina!
ganbatte desu for your last 2 months!
sayonara and take care! (:(:

2010-12-13T03:53:00.002+08:00

Just finish my research.. need to present by 2mr..
need to slp soon.. getting busier and busier..
8 hours of slp isn't enough for me.. =p
i shouldn't think about anything..
just work bahs.. concentrate!
nth else is important for now..
nights guys! will post soon (:

It hurts.. at least it is a bit different from the past..
i didn't regret any of it..
i will alway smile.. no matter how hard it is..
farewell.. (:

2010-11-08T23:32:00.002+08:00

hai hai!
2day is the official start of Project P (Pioneer) =.=
damn sian.. i really didnt imagine 400 students..
in nursing uniform in lecture..
the lectures were boring.. i fell asleep =p
just finish duno how many pages of hw..
has been so long i done hw.. LOL
jiayous every1.. 2 weeks to go before PRCP
work hard!!! (:

girls just dont seem to understand guys at all..
RIGHT? lol =x
what u do.. they dont seem to notice at all..
but they want u to understand them well.. haiiss..
BISH

no matter what.. i'll be there (:

2010-10-30T21:57:00.002+08:00

Gon ba wa mina (:
Firstly, Happy Birthday Hui Min.. !
quite a tiring job man! carry stuffs around..
having my 2 weeks holidays now..
resting, eating, gymming, training, working..
anything else? hahas
my 6 weeks attachment just ended..
after my 2 weeks holidays, i will be having my 2 weeks..
PROJECT P.. training ):
then 4 months attachment.. long seh!
and pay = cmi..
sadded..

will blog soon..
need to get some rest soon...
need to help out in the work at malaysia 2mr..
nights guys (:

what am i to you? i am really tangled up right now..

2010-10-01T10:45:00.003+08:00

Helloooooooooooo guys... (:
quite some time nvr post ler..
quite busy w attachment and lots of stuffs..
First thing first... HAPPY CHILDREN's DAY
And Happy Birthday to My little sister..
Work hard for ur PSLE..
korkor will try to buy the present u want.. <3

2nd.. My results out... 1 A+,2A and 4 B+..
i was thinking it was bad.. and when i saw my gpa..
3.78.. LOL.. Happy happy (:

Even though recently.. a lot of things happened..
like my dad's death..
i will overcome it soon and try not to affect my work..
i am not being efficient enuf.. too many things not sure..
i will work hard and dont worry about me k?
thanks every1 for ur care and concern..
without u all.. i really duno what to do..
especially u dear (: <3

2010-08-12T02:51:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday Mum..
really glad to have you as my mum..
u are a hardworking/independent woman..
you are capable of doing anything
with your diedie dont want lose attitude.. hahas!
i love you (:

had a great dinner just now.. mum's treat..
but it seems the family is falling apart faster then i thought..
i really hope my siblings dong shi yi dian..
i realised that i am a bit too carefree..
being too relax in a sense..
when i dont have an responsibility to hold..
maybe my gf in the future.. need to be some1 like my mum..
which is capable of getting this lazy ass to work..
hahas (:

need to start pumping up myself..
my stamina was getting weaker recently..
having a mindset and motivation
sure plays a big role..
need to get off my worries and start focusing..

nurse's day celebration coming up..
2 prizes will be awarded..
Captain's ball + racial harmony..
a good ending for the last hs's day in ngee ann..
:)

time to slp.. nights guys (:

2010-08-03T19:23:00.002+08:00

2mr will be having megacode.. Hope i do well.. (:
if i can get 7% out of 10%.. i will have A+ for nsl!
after this week of schooling..
it will tough to see my poly frns again..
most of them live at west and north..
will miss them lots (:
friday will be having captain's ball..
Hope can win! come and support me! LOL
our class won the first prize for the racial harmony competition..
every1 will be attending nurse's day celebration on 13 august..
becos? of the prize =.=
GUYs! lets work hard for this few more days!

duno what happen to zhuzhu..
never talk to her for 2 weeks ler..
msg her also nvr reply..
haiis.. hope she is ok.. (:

PRACTICE FOR MEGACODE!

2010-07-24T01:31:00.003+08:00

let's see.. 1.31am now.. havnt shower..
fyp presentation and practical test done..
stress level going down for a moment..
passed my btt just now..

3 weeks nvr go gym le..
4 days nvr run ler...
):

now the mood is so...
very very depresssssss
dont know what happen..
maybe due to my dad bahs..
why cant he just think... i really dont understand..
why why why why why why?
feel like punching him in the face..
my mum say.. i everything keep inside..
internal injuries.. 1 day sure explode and die..
and 1 more.. hao ren nan dang..! help ppl also kanna scolded.
they do wrongly.. u also kanna..
so i cannot be to good to ppl..

feeling so helpless..
so confused..
so depress..
but u are not here..

nights.. get a cold shower to cool down..
and slp.. byes (:

2010-07-13T01:10:00.002+08:00

English Cover By JD (Wedding Dress - taeyang)

I've tried to say goodbye
But when i see you cry
I wish that i could be the one to dry your eyes
My heart it aches I just cant't let let let you know
You are my everything I just can't let you go

I hid my love for you
you 've been the one right from the start
But if you knew the way i felt we would only drift apart
So I hold my breath for just a little longer
Oh please leave him and come to me

Baby, can you hear me
Please don't take his hand
Cause you should be my lady
I've been waiting, cant you understand?
Look at me now

When the music plays with a promise
You will never be by my side now
And every sleepless night i prayed I was dreaming
Hoping the sun wouldn't rise

To see you in that wedding dress (Dress, Dress)
Girl to see you in that wedding dress
Without me next to you
Wedding Dress (Dress)
Oh to see you in that wedding dress, Oh No.

I've tired to let you go
you can never understand
I wish that i could be the one to take your hand
But now its over i have no more tears to cry
Still when i am all alone i feel you by my side

You'll always be the one
i think about you day and night
I've seen this coming for so long
why should i even fight
So i close my eyes and slip into this nightmare oh
Please leave him and come to me

Baby, can you hear me
Please dont hold his hand
Cause you should be my lady
I've been waiting, cant you understand?
Look at me now

When the music plays with a promise
You will never be by my side now
And every sleepless night i prayed I was dreaming
hoping that the sun wouldn't rise

To see you in that wedding dress (Dress, Dress)
Girl to see you in that wedding dress
Without me next to you
Wedding dress (Dress)
Oh to see you in that wedding dress, Oh No

Oh girl will you fly away
So i forget the day
I can't erase all of my memories of you
I will give you everything this song is all i have
And you've captured my heart, No oh oh

When the music plays with a promise
You will never be by my side now
And every sleepless night i prayed i was dreaming
hoping that the sun wouldn't rise

To see you in that wedding dress (Dress, Dress)
Girl to see you in that wedding dress
Without me next to you
Wedding dress (Dress)
Oh to see you in that wedding dress, Oh no

(:

2010-07-05T01:14:00.002+08:00

A lesson without pain is meaningless,
that's because u cannot gain something without
sacrificing something else in return.
But, once you've withstood the pain and overcome it,
you will gain a heart that is stronger than everything else.
Yes, a Fullmetal heart.. (:

2010-07-04T01:09:00.002+08:00

helooooooooooooo!
went for diana and joe's wedding dinner 2day.. (:
met w all my guild members.. i think got 5 years ler..
morning woke up ard 9+..
still need to call that liye wake up also.. shower so long.. zzz
meet up with wenwen before going..
quite some time nvr see her ler.. cuter ler..! (she say she chubby that's why)
cabbed down to holiday inn atrium..
quite a grand place.. (:
had a wonderful dinner..!
end ard 4 plus.. and in the end we decided to go for movie at vivo..
since it has been a long time since we have an outing tgt..
watched triple tap.. quite a nice movie..

tired day~ NEED TO HAVE A GOOD REST!
2mr need to chiong my fyp and my DDD individual assignment ler.. ):
for now.. waiting to watch WORLD CUP! (:

2010-06-29T20:19:00.002+08:00

tiring day 2day......
ran 2.4km w jody.. and gym w hafiz..
shaggggggggggg...
5 hours break 2day...
need to rest early...
more and more things coming up...
quite sad that i gt B for Drug Discovery Development..
the rest still okays...
Nurm = A.. Ns5 = A+..
byesssss...

since u have found some1.. i can let go of the burden (:

2010-06-21T00:17:00.002+08:00

Bonjour every1 (:
first thing first.. Happy Birthday zhi ning aka xiao ning..
Happy dating w josher for ur birthday.. =x

Quite sad due to tioman trip being cancelled..
becos of some incident happening few days ago..
but.. safety is the PRIORITY.. but still.. ):
need to reschedule my things and what to do..

Tuesday went to run 8km w jerome and zhi guang..
finish in around 40mins+ bahs.. not sure also..
but i know its 8km.. hahahs..

Thursday.. back to school for urgent meeting due to the incident..
at night.. went joggin for 2.4km.. 11mins to 12 mins..
time to buck up!!! and trained my pull-up and abs..

Friday.. Gym.. Ton at fred hse..
went to have mac ard 2am..
ps3 Winning eleven till 5am..
slping with 3 guys.. = bonding =.=.=.=

Sat.. Bball.. home.. sleep..

2day.. went to block party to take a look..
looking at those kids playing water bombs sure is cool.. =x
bought a cake home for father's day..
celebrated CK's father day also..
thanks for the meal and the cake.. nice.. !
now.. sitting like a dumbdumb using the com..

its like recently.. i am training so hard..
duno why also.. maybe it the only way to calm my mind..
time to get some anime done.. (:

enjoy your holidays guys!

2010-06-14T01:43:00.002+08:00

An niyong ha say yo! (hi in korean..)
quite some time since i blog ler..
exams over just last week..
i hope i did well? hope all 3 modules get A.. (Y)
Lets start from last tuesday..

Had my DDD CT.. went for lunch w zach and aloysius..
Pool and L4D at Bukit Timah Plaza..
Home to take a long nap.. =x

Wed.. suppose to go out.. but she sick.. so cancelled
at night celebrated liye aka CAG birthday at CK's hse..
had a great feast! thanks (:

thursday.. study!

Friday.. after nurm.. went for fyp meeting..
then meeting for tioman ldrs..
jogging and bball at night w hc..
tiring day.. only slpt 3hours.. =.=

Sat.. morning went to jac hse to watch NBA w ck and rest..
thanks for the meal.. and hope ur grandma dont stare at me so much!
Went for wilson's bbq at pasir ris park..
Ton at fred's hse.. plus fixing the stupid air-con..
fun night w a bunch of foolish guys.. =x

Sunday.. watched karate kid.. quite a nice show..
never ate anything from lunch at 2pm till now..
but i am still not hungry.. now is 2.01am..
hahahhas..

this 2 weeks holiday i will try to pack as full as possible..
JOGGING, SWIMMING and BBALL
maybe gyming also.. (:
Pls book ur time slot.. first come first serve basis.. zz!

ppl say that i always keep stuffs to myself..
no matter what i do.. i will just smile it off..
some things are better not to be known..
and it doesnt matter anymore..

nights guys! (;

2010-06-01T00:14:00.002+08:00

Here to blog before slping..
Happy Belated Birthday to Dumbdumb aka eunice..
Take care (;

WPD.. NSL..
all over ler...
now need to focus on common tests..
which is on the coming week..
NS5, DDD and NURM..
stressssssssssssss...
Passed my NSL practical 2day..
even though teacher say i done well..
i dont think i done well enough.. becos i forgotten a few steps..
and i went for interview for student ldr for tioman trip.. =.=

Last sat.. quite upset..
i lost all my data for my fyp.. haiis..
maybe wed need to go back to key in everything.. damn sian..
then afternoon went to bball as usual..
dinner, home, use com, SLEEP..

Sun.. went to visit adel with wil and pei ling..

that's all.. time to slp.. tata guys..
time for gyming 2mr.. =D

STUDY STUDY STUDY!!!! dont get distracted!!

2010-05-23T00:32:00.002+08:00

this week was a busy week..
captain's ball competition..
resume, interview next week..
nurm hw..
final year project...
nsl practical test coming up..
common test week 8..
OMG.. so many things coming up.. ):

lets see..
ytd went for captain's ball competition..
won the first round.. 17-4..
next week will cont for quarter/semi-final..
but everyone will be busy practicing for nsl test..
duno can make it for the match..

2day.. morning went for fyp at ps polyclinic..
total i done 16 participants today.. (:
afternoon went down to joo seng for bball..
hot weather.. sunburn.. tiring..
but quite satisfied for the last 2 matches..
dinner as usual.. same place..
then.. get my buttock down to grandlink for pool..
cmicmicmicmicmi.. miss all the way..
guess what.. i climbed all the way up to level 12..
due to the stupid guy who say wan to train dribbling.. =.=
shag and tiring day 2day..

2mr i will be heading down to book my btt..
then afternoon should be staying at home to do my resume and nurm..
gtg guys.. nights (:

2010-05-16T23:14:00.002+08:00

Hey guys.. here to blog before slping..
so suay.. went for a run halfway through.. rain =.=
friday morning went for fyp..
nurm lecture at blk 50..
bbq at kismis.. =D

sat.. fyp again.. =.=
bball at joo seng..
pool at grandlink before going home..

sunday... at home half day..
went to celebrate jerome aka hamster birthday..
thanks for all the food... (:
ate kfc before home..
OMGOMGOMOMG.. i ate quite a lot 2day..
2mr time to train train train..

need to study before going to slp..
2mr ns5 test and nurm i think? G.G

2010-05-11T23:06:00.002+08:00

everything is not going the way it is...

didnt contribute for my presentation..
injured my right leg.. hurt for 2 days ler..
lost my wallet 2day..
deprive of sleep..
mind not functioning at all..
feeling nth but emptiness..

2010-05-10T00:42:00.002+08:00

sorry guys for being such a lazy blogger..
i will try to update frequently..

Last week was a busy week...
lit review - finish my draft.. waiting for teacher's reply..
DDD CT - over..
ns5 CT - over..
NURM CT - over..

that's why i manage to relax this 2 days during weekend..
even though friday and saturday morning need to go down
to pasir ris to collect data for FYP... =.=
So for saturday, morning went to collect data..
didnt expect to see wynnee and vanessa..
they were doing on asthma for their FYP at PR also =.=
had lunch at kfc.. went home and took a shower..
and went for bball at joo seng..
raining so heavily till 3+ and we bball till 6pm..
rushed down to takashimaya by taxi..
and had dinner w 5 guys..

2day, went swimming at jurong east..
slides closed.. sian ttm.. =.=
but at least i manage to enjoy it..
had a wonderful and FULL dinner..
thanks man!

time to get some rest..
last whole week was a tiring week!
nights guys (:

i update ler!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-04-26T00:19:00.002+08:00

Time to update..
My blog rotting like duno what ler..
and 1 si zhen ask me to update..
plus ning they all also..
thanks for reading!!! (:
i will try my best to update more..

Happy Belated Birthday to myself, ah zhen and emily..!
Thanks guys for the presents, cards and the celebrations..
Sentosa, PH, Sakae and many more..
=D

Just finish my WPD discussion on mel..
200 over post.. LOL
just finish my last game of dota..
first time use kotl own dao siao.. full items (:
14 kills, 0 deaths, 12 assists..

first week of school was.. hmm..
TIRING..! still holiday mood bahs..
and i am not a morning person.. maybe that's why?
the class was so noisy as usual?
and welcome adelynn to our class (:
NSL.. scrub scrub scrub.. so tiring.. =x
Nursing management.. = teacher so LOUD & LAME
the rest was okays.. just that last wed travelled down to..
Pasir ris for FYP.. sian..
But i had a great weekend.. bball and movie (:

Stress level increasing..
Work packing up..
Time passing so fast..
So its time to buck up!
Being a leader sure is tough.. =x

Every tuesday I will hit the gym to burn some calories..
becos of 4 hours break.. and some1 say i become *** ler..
And time for movies.. Ip man 2 & Iron Man 2.. 29 april..
any1 interested to watch with me? hahas..

nights guys.. (:

2010-04-11T21:04:00.002+08:00

SUNBURN SUNBURN HOT.. HOT..!
work at east coast for triathlon for 2 days..
working as a "stretcher bearer"
ytd weather was the best.. cooling.. (:
2day was a damn hot day.. totally cooked.. =.=
luckily not much casualties..
saw linh-chan also.. quite some time never see her ler..
had a great dinner with see yin and rest..
ate stringray, satay, sotong, chicken wing etc..

good job for all the guys working for this 2 days..
a big clap for urself (:

lets see.. hmm.. freddy now choosing a module..
without GPA..
which is about love and relations =.=
CANT believe he joining..
he joining becos a lot of girls joining.. zzz

a short post..
1 more week to end of attachment..
and starting of school.. !!!
SIANZZZZZZZZZZ

2010-03-29T18:41:00.004+08:00

Yoooooooooo Guysssss!
had been so long since i updated.. OMG..!
lets see.. i came back from vietnam.. 1 week ago..
good experience and understanding of the different cultures..
and the setting between sg and vietnam..
starting.. when i join this trip..
i was thinking that we will be building houses..
didn't really meet my expectations.. but..
the trip was a success.. (:
i really prefer the kids at vietnam then sg..
sg kids are too pampered ler.. handphone lar all those.. =.=
thanks linh for the letter.. i will find a good wife in the future.. (:
she wrote for me.. when i leaving bac giang.. ):

i love the weather there... 18 to 25 degrees bahs?
just nice for me.. (:
during the trip.. i am quite stressed out due to the packing stuffs..
with a lot changes plus u must know everything we have..
but overall.. i enjoyed the trip..
having fun with those kids, pictures & dance JC students..
and lastly.. Ha LONG BAY!
the cruise wasn't what i expected to be.. but its cool man..!
for our R&R.. we went hiking, cruise & kayaking..
for the pictures taken there.. go my facebook and see.. =D

as for the 1 week holiday.. i went out almost everyday..
met a siao nu ren at imh and accompany her to cut hair..
then had dinner at pizza hut.. :)
after that jiu go find wilson and fred for dinner at sumo house..
i eat a bit.. very very full..
and stayed overnight at fred's house..
sat.. bball at joo seng.. quite alot of injuries..
sun.. went out to cine for lunch,movie,dinner and pool (:

2day... attachment.. LAZY, SLEEPY & TIRED..
13 days more to go... ganbatte bahs.. (:
jiayous for all those still having attachment..
and bon voyage to those going to china and PHILIPPINES..

2010-03-24T23:05:00.002+08:00

JASON IS BACK FROM VIETNAM and damn lazy to blog!

few more days to attachment!! GOODLUCK muahahhaa

meanwhile.. enjoy ur hols!

please flood ur next post with pictures! =DD

goodnite

ah.z

2010-02-25T00:46:00.002+08:00

let's see the time now.. hmm.. 12.46am..
time to bloggggggggggg...
have been so long since i blogggggggg...

Let's see.. first..
Happy Belated Birthday to zhuzhu, diyanah and HO HENG CHEONG..
(:

monday..
ns4 exams... = no confident..
everything went blank when my dad came into my mind..
haiis =.= family problems..
after that.. went out w the stupid kuku and aloysius..
to celebrate her birthday at Fish & Co.
waste us so much money.. still wan PRESENT! dots..
kk lar.. when i got walk pass there i buy for u.. =.=

tuesday..
nth much.. suppose to rot at home the whole day. ~
in the end.. went to queenway to buy my bball shoes..
with wilson and hc.. hc u know what i wan to say.. damn u.. LOL
also bought a new converse bag too.. (:

2day.. bball..
quite a lot injuries..
havnt start studying for my pas.. G.G
the paper will be on friday.. any help plssssss~~~

first aid training, packaging, attachment, vietnam trip....!
everything otw... ahhhhhhhhh
shit.. i got the virus from yz liaoooooooo.. keep dragginggggg..
=P.

1 of my frn sing this to me.. =.=

你总是心太软心态软，
把所有问题都自己扛。
相爱总是件简单相处太难，
不是你的就批再勉强。

okays.. oyasumi guys.. jiayous for the last paper! (:
SNSD rox.. woooooo

2010-02-12T00:37:00.002+08:00

just reached home.. now the time is 12.50am..
my mind was quite occupied w a lot of things..
so even though wilson, jer and hc disturb me..
i also didnt care much..
had my dinner at bedok reservior after bball (:
while walking home alone..
family, friends and r/s all came to my mind..
and when to shoot some baskets before going home..
even though at 12 midnight.. LOL

morning went to school at 10am..
for a activity "dialogue in the dark"
great experience..
which sharpens our sense of hearing and touch..
and a real life experience of the world of darkness..
which helps me understand more about those ppl w impaired vision..
thanks (:

2mr will be out to get some CNY clothes too..
i got no sense of fashion.. any help pls? LOL
maybe i too sui bian ler bahs?
zzzzzzzz..
but the lesson will last an hour.. bored~
and lazy to wake up so early.. =.=

here's something jasmine force me to post.. LOL

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okays.. time to take a shower and rest..
oyasumi (:

2010-02-06T15:09:00.002+08:00

Konnichiwa~
First.. i will say..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY early TING TING..
dont think u will read this.. but anyways.. best wishes (:

Ytd was a great day.. thanks! (:
Hope u enjoyed it too...!
had suki buffet for lunch..
we eat so slow lor.. =p
then went to movie at ps...
"The SPY next door" acted by jackie chan..
hilarious and cool movie.. 5 out of 5.. Thumbs up!
had some games at hangout...
before proceeding to dinner at pastamania.. (:
hang out soon again.. :)

gtg.. gg woodlands to bball instead of js..
need to get some exercise to burn the calories from ytd meals.. =p
sayonara~

cant breath.. this choking and stuffy feeling..
time to do some work out to release it..

2010-02-01T00:16:00.005+08:00

had a great night ytd at powerhse.. (:
first timer.. not used to it..
not a very good drinker..
saw quite a few ppl i knew there..
luckily never drunk.. not like some1..
a stupid idiot...
still scold ppl drunk when he ownself drunk.. LOL
so cool seh! hor fred?..

1) Fred: U own me 100 bucks..
Him: izit? got so much mehs?
Me: ya lar.. u 4get ahs?
Him: okays.. 2mr i go withdraw for you..
hahahahahs...

2) And 1 more..
Fred : 5+4+3+2+1+1+2+3+4+5 =?
Him : u siao.. how calculate..?
Me : u duno?
Fred : use calculator..
Him : no calculator?
Fred : my hse gt!
Me : 30 lar.. dumb..

slpt for 10 over hrs 2day?
and wei da.. hope our suggestions works for u..
if not ur gf knew.. u = G.G

presentations coming up..
CNY in 2 weeks time..
exams in 3 weeks time..
haiis.. oyasumi (:

any1 wan go buy some new years clothings? (:

u dont wan ppl to have her..
and u dont tell her u love her..
dumbass..

i still love you even though it is impossible..
(:

2010-01-26T23:52:00.004+08:00

Here to post before slping..
First thing to say.. gomene zhuzhu (as promised)*
u are pretty and cute de zhuzhu.. cancan ?

just finished my elaha individual..
so tired.. reached home around 10pm+
went to bball.. 2 weeks never touch ler.. ):
2day almost whole day in school doing my ns4 video..
weather so hot.. T.T

As u can see below.. the picture is drawn by kit ki on my arm..
nice right? all nothing better to do in nsl.. LOL
kuku drew de.. too ugly ler.. so no need put.. (: hahas

This 2 nights.. everyday cough till no end..

Wake up a few times.. zz!

Some1 say i gt bronchitis.. G.G.. nvm =.=

Time to rest.. oyasumi (:
take care!!

2010-01-21T23:22:00.002+08:00

heyheyhey!
had a tiring day 2day..
6 hours of nsl practical.. zzz!
but.. first time during lesson..
teacher bring us go makan place and eat prata..
LOL.. nicenice (:(:
and we learned cpr 2day..
i now can imagine what ms aw said abt zhuzhu doing cpr..
dots!

a lot of presentations havnt present..
siansiansiansian..
on tuesday when waiting for bus..
guess who i saw? some1 who skip lecture.. LOL..
u know who u are.. =p=p (she say first time)*
sat will be busy w bcls licence..
after that will be meeting w amidamaru-ians for dinner (;
Hangout at douby ghaut? duno where..
lazylazylazy.. slpy slpy slpy.. hyposomia =.=

time to rest.. update again soon (:(:
oyasuminasai!

chou, stupid and si zhuzhu.. =x

2010-01-03T22:54:00.005+08:00

changing my blog song to 痴心絕對 by 李聖傑..
quite a old song ler.. duno where i found it.. (:(:
very meaning full.. i repeated duno how many times.. LOL!
heard tt the lyrics was written by a 14 year old boy =.=
hope u all like it (:(:

李圣杰- 痴心绝对

想用一杯latte把你灌醉
好让你能多爱我一点
暗恋的滋味
你不懂这种感觉
早有人陪的你永远不会
看见你和他在我面前
证明我的爱只是愚昧
你不懂我的那些憔悴
是你永远不曾过的体会

为你付出那种伤心你永远不了解
我又何苦勉强自己爱上你的一切
你又狠狠逼退我的防备
静静关上门来默数我的泪
明知道让你离开他的世界不可能会
我还傻傻等到奇迹出现的那一天
直到那一天你会发现
真正爱你的人独自守着伤悲

看见你和他在我面前
证明我的爱只是愚昧
你不懂我的那些憔悴
是你永远不曾过的体会
明知道让你离开他的世界不可能会
我还傻傻等到奇迹出现的那一天
直到那一天你会发现
真正爱你的人独自守着伤悲

曾经我以为我自己会后悔
不想爱的太多痴心绝对
为你落第一滴泪
为你做任何改变
也换不回你对我的坚决
为你付出那种伤心你永远不了解
我又何苦勉强自己爱上你的一切
你又狠狠逼退我的防备
静静关上门来默数我的泪

明知道让你离开他的世界不可能会
我还傻傻等到奇迹出现的那一天
直到那一天你会发现
真正爱你的人独自守着伤悲
直到那一天你会发现
真正爱你的人独自守着伤悲

2010-01-01T21:46:00.003+08:00

Happy New Year Every1!!! welcoming 2010..!
new year, new starts, new beginnings...
so work hard and enjoy! (:(:

just came back home from woodlands..
ytd went to sentosa in the morning.. "sunburned"
but i learned how to play volleyball.. and a lot of hot girls there! =p
after that.. went home first.. then went down to woodlands..
for steamboat at fred's hse.. woooo!
8 guys.. no girls.. 'saddening' ):
joking.. hahahas..
bought lots and lots of food, snacks, drinks to celebrate..
great day for the last day of 2009..

as for 2day morning.. suppose to meet some1..
but she overslpt.. haiis.. so luckily i didnt go yet..
and i also lazy too.. hahahas..
so.. back at woodlands.. 2nd steamboat in the morning.. OMG!
then bball.. but.. rain.. suay seh..
everytime bball at woodlands sure rain 1.. =.=
went back to fred's hse and cont our gaming session..
had our dinner at cwp..
just now in mrt.. all of us saw a very very very VERY cute girl!
so some of us will once in a while look at her..
guess what's freddy pi sa ji (killer move)? make us all so ps =.=
time to get myself to bedok reservior..!
nights guys! (:

sorry for the things that happen last year..
even now.. i still keep the present u gave me closely..
and the things u wrote to me..
i didnt realise how u felt then..
but now i finally understand..
sorry for hurting u..
and lastly..
thanks for everything..

2009-12-30T00:39:00.015+08:00

Yo guys.. i am back..!!
Kelong was fun in a sense..
but u will suffer if u are picky w food there.. LOL..
every meal sure gt fish de.. plus cold water and windy.. =p
good experience.. nice place.. (:(:
now very shag.. due to gym 2day..
so after this post.. str8 to slp.. or else 2mr cant wake up.. =x=x
Some pictures taken there.. !

Resort seh =.=

A scene of the place..

The net for catching fish..

Karaoke? but the songs all zzzz! plus the tv so blur..

Duno what game.. just play and flick..

Our last meal there (:

The bathroom (:

Our room?

Alex slping..

My mum fishing (:

Alex saying twist!

Saru ah bang (:

Wei xiang..

My sister caught 2 fishes (:

Jean yee concentrating on fishing..

She caught 3 fishes (:

Where u looking? =.=

Smiles! =D

Fishes i & jean min caught! (:

Alex w the fish (;

Jean min, Sebrina and me (:(:

3 fishes i caught tgt (:

o man.. 1 fish nahs.. ):

my mum holding the fish she caught (:

My sister and me (:

judy kaka (:

Wei xiang

me =D

me and mum looking at the octopus i caught (:

The in charge and uncle sim..

An octopus hiding in the shell..

The grp w all the fishes we caught (:

2 of them guarding the fishes..! LOL

All the fishes we caught (:

oyasuminasai.. (:

2009-12-24T09:53:00.002+08:00

ohayo gozaimasu mina!
hai hai.. here to post before 2mr's trip to "kelong"..
= duno where? hahahahs..
a lot of events during this few days may be cancelled..
sorry guys.. maybe later.. will attend tlpg's outing (:
lets see...
monday - gym w jerome (:

tuesday - suppose to sing.. instead went to e-hub for movie..
'Bodyguards & assassins' w 3 guys.. (not gays pls!)

wed - went to bball w hc.. 2 ppl personal training..
and those fillipinos which played w us are so friendly! (:

2day.. my mum told me.. we are gg off 2day.. so i decided not to go
tlpg's outing.. but now.. she change again.. =.=
make me do a lot of unnecessary stuffs..
guess what? i havnt start packing!! LOL!

i will stop here.. time for breakfast.. (:
will be back on sunday..
and lastly..

HAPPY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!!

waiting endlessly..

2009-12-15T23:50:00.002+08:00

haiis..
some of exams results are out..
Ns4 = F
NSL = C
Elaha = A

2 more papers not yet reviewed.. ):
3 more days to the end of attachment..
10 more days to christmas..
17 more days to new year...

so angry w the licence of fullmetal alchemist brotherhood =.=
DAMN..!

2009-12-11T00:24:00.002+08:00

exams ended..
camp ended..
irene went back to Philippine.. OMG!
attachment on-going.. ):
this time round.. went to paedatric ward..
taking care of infants and little kids.. (:
but really.. quite "BORING!"
becos really nth much to do...
only taking care the kids, para, feeding..
1 of the baby.. adib..! 9 months old.. so cute..
when u put him back to his cord..
he keep crying.. but when u carry him.. he stopped.. =.=
thanks jay yee for cleaning his saliva.. or else i will be flooded w..
hahas.. after shift..
thanks dad for fetching me, saadah & ayu home.. (:

IRENE! come back asap.. !
iam independent when outside.. but not at home..
time for Jason to put in effort into cooking, washing.. etc..
lazy!!! but good training? (:

any1 willing to work for me part-time? hahahs..

oyasumi =D

2009-11-29T00:15:00.003+08:00

gomene...
so long nv post ler... rotting like hell...
busy busy busy...!
2mr whole day will be at home studying..
exams next week from monday ~ friday..
then camp from friday to sunday..
jiu start attachment ler.. G.G

lets see.. hmm..
recently.. last sat.. met w amidamaru-ians..
watch astro boy at vivo (:
and ate at bugis.. MEAT.. OMG!
and sunday..
celebrated fred's sis birthday..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAZEL? hahas..
Sakura buffet.. =D

weekdays.. as usual.. schooling..
thursday = swimming..
friday = gymming..
sat = bball-ing..
sun = 2day = studying.. LOL!

ganbatte mina~! benkyoshimasu!! =D

2009-11-02T23:31:00.003+08:00

here to blog before slping..
too many things happen recently..
lets start from thursday bahs..
i was sick.. and having a fever..
still ate mac.. and reaching home.. it was 39 degree..
took quite a long time to get well..
but manages to get well by sat..
to attend the breast cancer donation drive at plaza sing..
the shirt was so damn gay.. LOL.. =x
had a great time there.. ended at 3pm..
met w yiting to attend hui min's birthday party (:
thanks for the food..!

sunday..
morning went out for some bowling.. (w headache)
after taking our breakfast at kfc..
nth much for that day..
rest asap..

2day.. was having headache the whole day..
zzzz! but now it has gotten better..
presentations and projects due soon..
time to work hard.. 1,2,3..!
oyasuminasai (:

2009-10-21T22:02:00.008+08:00

School starts... SIAN!
let's see.. from monday till now..
hmm.. everyday i late.. =.=
wth is wrong with me? G.G
had a great day on sat.. Swimming at jurong east(:
monday.. lesson from 12~6pm..
tuesday.. 8am ~ 6pm.. (Long day)
but.. morning.. in bus.. guess what happen?
i was sleeping so soundly till..
a strong smell of perfume..
then i woke up.. was a damn pretty de girl beside me.. zz!
doesnt matter.. i just went back and slp.. LOL.
and this time round..
i will learning about maternal and paedatrics.. (:
cool right? hahas...
time to get some rest..
my liver is hurting like hell... zzZ!
oyasumi (:

2009-10-10T10:47:00.002+08:00

Finally Finally..
attachment ended..
feeling happy and sad at the same time.. zz
i will miss all those working mates and nurses there..
having my sweet 1 week holidays now.. (:
ytd was the last day..
i am totally blur.. zz..
i just a bit lost my wallet plus PDA..
due to my carelessness and forgetfulness.. LOL
Yasmin keep saying.. "Jason.. What's wrong with u 2day?"
dots...

meeting and parting are experiences that all people will go through..
but why does parting hurts..?
But the pain of parting is nothing to the joy of meeting again.. (:
will post again soon!

2009-10-03T00:31:00.002+08:00

Hmm... lets countdown...
5.. 4.. 3.. 2.. 1..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO Chor Kee aka black dog!

OMG.. sorry.. wrong picture... dots!

see u 2mr man... after my work for the mid autumn festival..

Just finish showering.. after my work in the hospital..

before that.. talked with my mum for an hour+..

found out some hilarious things from malaysia..

as u can see.. in SG.. if u kanna fine for parking w/o coupon..

never pay.. = warning letter.. then increase fine..

in MY.. guess what they do? keep all the fines...

till the day.. when the president is celebrating his birthday..

then pay.. u know why? 50% discount..

Secondly.. in MY.. the person who fine you..

will sell you coupons if u need some..?

wow? in SG.. str8 fine ler.. or no parking..

this is the different between countries bahs?

must go to other places to experience DIFFERENT things..

hahas..

time for some games man.. has been a week..!

ahhhh! CASE study.. let's dont think about that for now.. (:

2009-10-01T23:42:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday to Sebrina sis..
13 liao.. take care and study hard..
love u always... (:
Happy Belated Birthday to Jac- que - line also.. =D

Thousands & millions years have passed since i blog..
OMG?
this few weeks.. i am having my attachment..
tiring for morning shift.. 5am.. @.@
still cant adapt to the morning life..
2day the whole day.. busy till no time to do my case study..
which is due on next week..
what can i do? diediedie..

will post as much as possible..
time for me to get to bed..
at least 10 hours of sleep.. =p..
nights (:

2009-09-10T01:53:00.002+08:00

Holidays holidays!!!
Happy Belated Birthday to alicer.. (:

Monday went out with adeline (so long never see her)
& wilson for bball at kampung ubi cc..
she was late when she was the 1 who tell me dont late.. dots..
ytd and 2day.. was not in a good mood bahs..
and wei liang.. sorry.. i promise to register with u for driving..
and in the morning.. something happened..
really sorry.. ):
sorry guys.. just now playing bball.. a bit pissed off like tt..
and moody.. but after a while jiu feel better ler..
thanks guys..
went running alone before going home...
felt a sense of relieve.. (:
just now me, liye and alex..
we move the 3 computers in the living room and clean..
the dust inside the cpu = OMG!
must start taking care of my coms.. every 2 months clean 1 time.. =p
hahahs... (:

i realise something recently..
in the past.. i feel that no matter how bad the person is..
they will change and become better..
but sometimes.. they say they will change..
everything are just lies..
actions prove everything..
maybe really.. jiu shi 狗改不了吃屎?
how am i going to trust you again?

我的懦弱已经开始让我讨厌我自己

2009-08-30T11:20:00.000+08:00

Here to post..
has been so long since i last post..
hmm.. exams over... Happy!
the only subject i no confident = pharmacology..
Pray hard to get a B.. LOL!

Currently i am quite free... 3 weeks holidays.. (:
hahas....
Ytd went out to bball at joo seng..
i think i injured my right knee..
becos just now while walking up the stairs..
the joint of the femur a bit pain..
G.G.. LOL..
2day morning went to pray for my grandpa..
woke up at 7.30am.. arghhh..
just reach home jiu str8 blog ler... (:
Later will be out to adidas fair at expo..
with bao ge and wilson.. and lei yang?
maybe i will buy a pair of running shoes..
becos mine currently a bit worn out..

time to get out my buttock out...
see ya every1 (:

If by having face can feed can a person..
then no ppl will work hard liao..
cant u just stop acting in front of ppl?
i dont want to say the things to make u lose face to ppl..
but cant u just stop gambling?
i ask u.. if u think tt u cant survive..
with the amount u have after cancelling all the expenses..
think again..
a lot ppl earn tt amount to support the whole family..
u lei? tt 1 for u to spend..
u nv think... and whenever u have a large amount of money..
u spend like nobody business..
even though since young u teach us to save money..
how abt u?
then did u ever think tt the amount u borrow..
every month need pay how much interest?
u never think at all...
cant bother to talk to u anymore..
please.. think for the family man.. =.=

2009-08-11T23:13:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday Mum (:
Loves and always healthy..
take care of urself..!

2day morning had my practical test..
managed to pass (:
HAPPY! after 1 hour lecture jiu went home ler..
around 11am..
2mr no school... ns2 tutorial cancelled..
shiok...!

kkaes bahs..
time to slp... =D
oyasuminasai mina...

2009-08-09T10:49:00.000+08:00

Back to posting (:
Happy National 's Day to every1..
Singapore 44th birthday?

Here to post before going out..
going with wilson and alex.. to bukit timah trail =x
training.. 6km+? i not sure..
ask fred and jerome.. this 2 = ass..
practical test just around the corner..
on tuesday.. a bit nervous bahs..
and exams coming soon..
time to buck up ler..
no more slacking... (even though i always last min)

2night will be watching fireworks..
i will be going to a place where 1 of my childhood memories is..
still rmb last time i went there alone when i was sad.. LOL!
time to get out ler..
take cares...
will post soon.. (:

time changes everything...
everything is'nt the same anymore?

2009-07-29T23:54:00.000+08:00

Hellos! Happy Belated Birthday to Yiting...
And Happy Birthday to russell aka nosense... LOL!
(:

just came from lang yi granny(foster mother) there..
she just passed away on monday..
thanks to her.. for taking care of me.. since i was born..
to age of 5.. she really treat me like her grandson.. (:
Rest in peace.. thanks :)

went there... every1 keep calling me pao pao = baby in chinese..
i saw.. 1st aunt, 2nd aunt, uncle (fat liao.. dont rmb) =x
and her grand-daughters which i played with.. and some other kids..
a lot of them.. i really cant remember.. but i can see..
they really doted on me a lot when i was a child..
even now too.. all of them were so happy to see me..
maybe someday when i free.. i should make my way there..
to grab some photos of me when i was a child.. =p

now having abdomen cramps.. die die..
time to lose weight man.. !
kk... time to rest ler..
go take a shower and slp... !
oyasuminasai mina.. (:

2009-07-21T15:15:00.002+08:00

Happy Belated Birthday Dad.. (:
thanks for taking care of me for this 18 years..
Loves and take care..
201 post!!! =D

Now having NR lesson in lab..
just done a personality quiz.. 80% true =D

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education:
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

(:

2009-07-09T00:23:00.000+08:00

Alright kids and immature members! Long awaited 7 11 is
coming! This saturday, ALL TLPG get ready your gears to
jump into the sea, wash away all your past, start a new TLPG
year! Where? SENTOSA! The lead member agreed! WILSON
JASON LIYE AND MINYI CALL ME UPON READING OR I HAVE
CONTACT U ALRDY!

Information:
- Seven Eleven TooOhOhNine!
- 10 SHARP
- @ Seah Im food centre (The sentosa bus depot)
- No clubbing on that day unless majority wans it last minute

Things to bring for all:
- Underwear for guys
- Panties/bra for girls and liye
- Extra clothes and pants/skirt @.@
- Sun-block? (I'm serious, dun wan ppl end up become banga**)

Things to bring for certain members:
- Tent
- Mat
- Bals (Correct spelling, dun look at me!)
- Food and drinks (I'm serious! Nobody wants to spend money on the food there -.-)
- CB, I like some camp organiser like that -.-
- Er, what else u wan me write? condom?
Anyway contact me for more informat-ion (correct spelling
too xD) JeR here AND LONG LIVE THE CLIQUE!

By Jerome (:

2009-07-07T22:02:00.002+08:00

hmmm.. just came back from bb.. (:
has been a long time since i bb at haig road ler..
with ck and gang... tiring =x
had a wonderful and refreshing shower =D
blogging now.. !
lets start from sat..

Sat:
Supposed to be working.. butbut..
last min cancelled.. so i went to bb at joo seng..
same old normal routine.. =p

Sun:
hmm.. lets see.. o ya.. i rmb ler..
went to suntec to watch asian dota championship..
the gals there.. my group see dao.. O_O..
pretty (:
but very crowded.. watch 3 rounds of matches..
First.. singapore vs malaysia..
singapore lost.. T.T

Second.. Korea vs Vietnam..
Vietnam won..

Lastly.. Malaysia vs Vietnam..
Vietnam won..
with nice combos...
4 int (Enigma, Warlock, Death prophet? and Shadow Shaman)
plus 1 more sk.. (Sand King)
Malaysia.. Admiral/Tinker out bkb ler.. but still lose to pushing..
nice match (:

Monday..
Nth much.. camp at home ):

Today:
Morning went to school to do NSL video..
hasn't been to school for 3 weeks..
felt so weird.. =x
so much fun and laughter..
we even took pictures =p
after tt.. adeq fetched hafiz to ttsh for attachment..
and fetched me home from there..
thanks! (:

For those ppl who watch threads of destiny..
go to this link to watch the full version..!
www.dramacrazy.net..
Search for Akai Ito (:
A 11 episodes drama.. = totally same and more detailed.. =D

holidays ending liao.. this week last week ler! T.T
looking forward to sat/sun.. :)
time to continue my anime spree..
mina.. take cares (:

2009-07-03T01:27:00.003+08:00

Just change my blogskin..
thanks to kuku.. arigatou (:

2day.. met with my boss.. first time..
even though he was blind and deaf..
he was a kind and funny man.. =D
had long john sliver with him and liye..
tis sat working for him for deliverys to JB..
hope to take up some business skills.. =p
went to his hse after tt..
full with paintings.. super nice !
he told us when free.. can bring some friends..
to his hse and play mahjong or overnight.. =x
can watch wwe also.. << (he is a hardcore fan) after tt went home.. and jq bro came and find me.. had a few rounds of dota.. he>> ( noisy) LOL! joking =x
and now blogging after changin my skin.. =D

ytd went out wif xm.. to watch threads of destiny..
STOPSTOP! for those ppl wanting to watch tt show..
chotto mate.! i would say..i rather u watch the drama instead..
it is the same thing! and it is more detailed!
but overall the movie was ok bahs.. (:

time to rest liao.. slpy.. oyasuminasai..~

2009-06-30T22:23:00.006+08:00

Sat:
basketball with cheenas at joo seng (:
(taki: the hell LOL)

Sunday:
went out wif lb, wilson and gc to ikea to buy computer tables..
a lot seh!! (add on)

Monday:
afternoon went out wif liye, wilson and wei liang
to watch "transformers: the revenge of the fallen?"
super nice!! megan fox sure is hot.. =D
a rating of 4.5/5 i give..
at night met up wif xm.. ( she late for 30 mins )
went out to sing k..
then went to eat tou hua (:

Today:
went pool
(taki: eh same XD)
then go find zisen to slack with hc
eat dinner be4 gg home
now playing dota

Exams
1 A 2 B
damn sad
(taki: wth luh better than mine ryte! u this idiot LOL)
LOL!!

Hmm k im so super bored..
Updating his life for him haha XD
Man life is super bleak sia..
Jason keep dota-ing 24 hr also =p wakao
*pull his cheeks* MUAHHAHAHA XD
sian sia =x

add on... i nv pls?!! u go study.. gogo.. =D

2009-06-24T10:43:00.003+08:00

yos! 8th day.. still counting.. 2more days to go.. (:
till the end of attachment..!!
First thing first... Happy Belated Birthday Jeslyn aka xiao ning..!
Best wishes.. take cares.. =D
last long with xiao bai long.. not zhao zhi long... =p=p
duno where to start and wat to say..
hmm... attachment was fun?
becos i met lots of new and interesting patients..
some naggy, selfish, greedy, kind, joker and always smiling (:
dots.. i done sc injections and iv injections.. but..
im injections.. no chance to do.. ecg too.. haiis...
miss adeline (My clinical facilitator) = veri kind..
but when it comes to work.. u will die under her.. seriously..
strict dao siao.. wan get competent also hard.. ):
ytd was the first day i wear scrab suit?
blue in colour...
due to? guess?
H1N1 =.=..! so troublesome.. keep changing.. T.T
quite some time nv catch up with frns liao..
miss me? =p=p..
27 june.. outing with P13/14..
psps hc.. i forget i gt outing.. change to sunday can? apologize!
time to prepare to work..
sayonara (:

2009-06-19T02:54:00.003+08:00

Just finish my 7 drugs.. so time to blog before slping..
my blog rotting now and then.. and nobody reading also.. sadded.
but but but.. i still will blog.. =D
i feel like blogging all the things that happen..
but i cant seem to remember what happen those few days..
diediedie.. my brain cells are dying day by day..
o ya.. for tlpg outing.. to celebrate liye b'dae..
guess what? we went to bugis to eat prata.. OMGOMG.!
the prata shop was a scammer.. T.T exp!
after that jiu take a walk around in the new building..
spotting girls = (freddy/jerome)
saw xiao ting.. didnt noe she working there.. (:
reached home quite late.. and slpt early..
becos monday attachment.. 8am.. zzz!
and 2day.. is the 5th day..! 4 days over ler..
6 more days to go... ganbatte!
hate drugs to the core.. any help?
oyasumi.. time to get some rest.. or else..
2mr give wrong injection or medication.. =p=p
sayonara (:

you changed.. the scar was back to where it was suppose to be when i saw u again..

2009-06-10T23:11:00.002+08:00

Happy Belated Birthday to Tan Liye aka Chao ah gua.. (:
Ytd went out to marina.. walked duno how long.. zzz
had dinner at seoul garden.. ate 3 hours..!
very long nv eat so long liao.. every1 took so much food..
when every1 cant eat anymore.. still gt left 3 plates of meat..
G.G.. prepare to leave.. saw the sign..
"Every 100grams = $5.. " o.o? bo bian.. eat as much as we can..
till all of us.. nid to crawl out of the place.. << joking..
then studied at 12am till 2am.. for ns2 2day..
the paper was.. =D!!
lucky.. everything i told jasmine came out..
or else.. my head now would be at her hse.. T.T
can cook or take my brain for soup.. =x=x

hmm.. 2mr nsl.. dont have the book.. cant study..
bo bian.. any1 with book can go to school early?
30 mins enuf ler.. plspls! =p

just came back from basketball.. blogging after shower..
watching a jap drama.. "Smile" by aragaki yui.. kawaii!!! :)
and and and.. in just 40 mins time.. will be her birthday! OMG!
didnt noe.. till BL tell me.. say i noob.. say i say ppl kawaii..
duno her birthday when.. zzzz!
nbm.. hope i pass NSL.. (:
enjoy ur holidays mina.. sayonara.. =D

2009-06-06T01:40:00.003+08:00

tiredddddddddddddddddddddd..!
2day.. last day of revision.. monday exams ler..
guess what? i havnt start my revision yet.. oh my tian.!
2mr whole day will be out..
and i left sunday.. G.G.. 1 day to rush through my NS1..
a lot of things happen tis week.. haiis..
never expect that.. maybe i am clueless bahs..
nvm.. lets see..
during my 2 hours break from 1-3pm..
me, adeq and gang went to Kent Ridge Park..
the scenery there is so nice.. a recommandation to all couples =D
the place is veri windy.. (:
slack there.. till around 2+.. adeq drove us back to school..
still cannot believe adeq = 147cm.. driving a car.. LOL!
had brownies during ns2 lecture.. thanks miss fiza.. :)
time to rest more.. 2mr will be a tough day..
maybe gym in the morning? afternoon bb with lin bao & gang..

Every1 ganbatte in your upcoming exams!! work hard & score well..
and those having holidays.. envy! T.T
oyasumi.. (:

2009-06-03T13:19:00.002+08:00

I am back! Quite some time nv blog ler..
duno where to start.. how about on monday?
monday... hmm.. had my NSL practical test..
was so nervous.. when i told the rest to relax.. zz
the assessor was super nice and friendly..
nv expected tt to happen... =p
she was so bad.. keep laughing.. T.T
becos she was nice.. and i am not nervous ler..
so i became my normal self when i was in nsl lesson..
i said "HELLO! Mr james.. good morning.. how are u feeling?"
she laughed.. ! wtwt.. and then when i was capping my needle..
with 1 hand technique.. i was shivering.. took me 30 sec to cap it..
she am chio.. << tink spell wrongly.. = laughing inside..
and last part was when i was giving medication..
i forgotten what the medication was for..
so i just said.. this medi was for ur well being..
she said.. jason.. and laugh again.. wa kao! badbadbad!
nvm.. overall i passed (:

2day.. just returned home not long ago..
as NSL cancelled and phar = 4-6pm.. pon.. =p
now at home.. gg take a nap.. tired.. =.=
kkays.. time to slp.. nitez.. LOL!!!

I dont wan to lose a friend just becos of this..

2009-05-28T00:56:00.003+08:00

What happen to you? Why become like this? Explain urself please.. ):

2009-05-16T02:04:00.003+08:00

Time to blog man!
First thing first... Happy Birthday to Jerome aka Peng Wai!
Wishing u.. always become a hamster and get ur 6 pacs soon..!
Second.. Happy Birthday to Xueming (:
18 ler.. lao liao.. we 2.. old frns ler.. duno how long liao.. since primary school..
c when u free we go k! ( even though my singing = realli bad) (Dont laugh!)
Just now bb from 7 to 10pm.. quite some time nv c jac meimei ler..
she's fine and glad to hear.. (:

Ytd didnt went for school.. Fever.. !
i had a fever since tuesday.. bt was well on wed..
and came back on thursday.. zzz!
still went down for bb even though i gt fever.. (Force by liye + Psycho)
luckily i came home earlier before my mum does..
or else = dead meat.. =.=

2mr would be out to celebrate jerome's birthday.. (:
plus bb wif some cheenas <---- fred teach de.. ass!

next week would be a busy week.. 3 presentations..
plus 1 individual assignment.. i tink 1.5k words bahs? G.G!
time for some rest! oyasuminasai (:

2009-05-09T00:18:00.004+08:00

When people get hurt, they learn to hate.
When people hurt others, they become hated and racked with guilt.
But knowing that pain allows people to be kind.
Pain allows people to grow.
And how you grow is up to you.

Maybe i just cant forgive and forget..

2009-05-07T22:58:00.004+08:00

Back to blogging.. had been 5 days ler bahs?
just came back from eunos..
2day school onli 3 hrs.. bt i stayed for 5 hours due to 2 hr break.. zz
after that jiu went home.. rest a while..
before meeting xm for bb at kampung ubi cc wif liye.. near her hse.. =p
But But.. she was so late.. gt an hr plus bahs? arghh...
piak!!!! not long later.. hc came.. and then.. when liye gone home..
Andrew came with his gf.. =x
and the courts was occupied due to cc training.. sianz1/2
played monkey.. by 9pm.. was hanging ard eunos..
slack and chat bahs.. hc u watch out.. LOL! joking.. =p
waited at the bus stop for hc/andrew and jiajia to board the bus..
then went to xm house to collect my present.. guess wat?
WATER DISPENSER? drink 8 glasses of water everyday.. >.<>Water Dispenser.. LOL!!! =x=x

U cannot decide how u feel but u can decide what to do abt it.. (:

2009-05-02T02:15:00.000+08:00

wat's this feeling of uneasiness??

2009-05-01T00:05:00.004+08:00

hello ppl.. !
guess how am i feeling now? shag + tired.. zzz
came back from school ard 3pm..
then went for swimming wif family (:
after that met up wif andrew.. for bb.. ( long time nv c u liao)
now my right triceps is hurting..

This is picture taken during nsl lesson.. drawn by kuku, aloysius and yanli when i am showing procedure.
piak piak piak..!
u 3.. ppl doing procedures.. u all nv pay attention..
and draw on ppl's book.. zzz
and schooling nowadays r hard man.. dont understand..
diediediediedie..!

Nowadays.. a so call 'Swine Flu" is spreading around the world..
bt this flu is special.. 3 in 1.. like milo like tt.. LOL
including sars + swine flu (1918) and 1 more.. duno wat..
so every1 who has cough, flu or fever.. pls c a doctor.. (:
hope singapore doesnt get affected much.. or else..
school will be closing.. YEAaaaaa? zzzz
just finish a show and now here blogging before slping..
i realize tt.. sometimes.. sympathy & concern..
can causes a person to be in a agony.. haiis..

time to rest liao.. oyasuminasai mina.. (:
Grats wenwen.. and.. i dont haf a gf! plsssssssss.....

tired tired tired..!

2009-04-26T12:14:00.002+08:00

just woke up... eye's bag so heavy..
tired man.. ytd whole day was a gd training..
morning when running wif jerome..
from my hse to katong and back.. wooo.. so long nv run liao.. >.<
after tt when back home to rest and cool dwn..
and waited for a slowpoke to shower.. ah guaaaaa..
went for lunch... had roti prata plus chicken rice..
a lot seh.. gaining weight everyday T.T
then.. liye went to library to study = wow..
as me and jerome went to lb there to bb..

Guess wat.. i injured my legs.. 2 big bruises on my left leg..
Guo chi and fred... tis 2 imba freak.. bang into them... = u fly..
wilson ytd gt a concausion.. bang in guo chi when trying to lay..
he flew away.. ~~~ he learns his lessons now.. LOL!
had dinner at near macpherson there..
sambal fried rice.. =D

now whole body aching plus bruises.. =.=
cant even walk properly.. si guo chi and fred..
and first week of school i jiu kanna a lot rumours liao..
kuku and BL u tis 2.. duno wat to sae..
stress!!!

I would nv forget the pain when i hurt someone.

2009-04-25T01:11:00.005+08:00

o man.. 1.11am now.. nice number..
time to post before slping.. or else rotting liao..
this whole week was like hell..
a lot of things in lecture = @.@
like 2day.. oesophagogastroduodenoscopy... wow!
imba word.. and lots of diff terms.. can die..!
and gt a lecture from kuku.. thanks man..
i am realli blur... PIAK!
and almost everyday not enuf slp.. duno y..
lata 10am.. meeting jerome and wilson for jogging..
then after tt go meet up wif lb and guys at joo seng..
TIME TO TRAIN!.. dots..

Changing my blog song to "waiting for you" by 胡彦斌.
Here's the lyrics =D

金色的舞鞋伴着音乐 Baby
你的眼睛是一弯深遂的湖水
忽明忽灭掩藏不可思议的美
让我晕眩在悬崖边谁知一睁眼就不见
waiting for you I'm waiting for you
waiting for you kiss me at the night
为何你Cinderella 留给我一望无际的思念
waiting for you I'm waiting for you
waiting for you come here to my dream

first time my lyrics so short.. LOL!
Hope u like it even though quite a old song .. =D

my heart would be always filled with that gentle smile of yours..

2009-04-21T21:14:00.002+08:00

2day slpt in class again.. OMG!
this 2 days.. keep slp in lessons... diedie..!
kuku not ard 2day.. so quiet the class.. "peace".
Just receive present from devy meimei..
korkor realli touched.. u even write chinese wordings!
which u dont even noe..!! thanks!! =D

looking at the year 1 in the school so funny..
all of them keep walk to the wrong lecture and venue.. dots!
so cute! zzz..
and i cut a new hairstyle 2day!! TT
SHORT!! AHHH!!
gtg liao.. buais =D

2009-04-20T23:37:00.003+08:00

This is the number 181 post.. !
Happy birthday to myself , me and I..
18 liao... can watch M18.. can go clubbing.. etc.. dots!
Thanks for all the wishes.. too many to name out.. !
u know who u r!! thanks peeps!! and the first 1 to msg me..
is KUKU DIYANAH! omg... zzz
Still rmb last year de celebration.. SHaron mei & wenwen de sandwiches!! =p

2day went to skul.. 8 am.. so tired.. slpt during lecture + NSL!
diediediediediedie..
and all my projects r coming.. first day onli lei!
had my lunch tgt wif kuku, manpreet, jody, jasmine and aloysius.. =D
Saw weijie.. year 1.. he keep telling me his course de girls..
= ???? CABBAGE... LOL!
call me intro.. i was like o.o?
end lesson ard 5 +..
meet wif yizhen and have our dinner at Swensens at IMM..
reach home ard 9pm.. late!
now blogging be4 slping...
nid to slp liao.. left 5 hours and 15 mins of slp..
oyasumi!! =D

arigatou.. x3!

2009-04-16T11:06:00.003+08:00

Here to bloggggg.... rotting ler..
thanks for the celebration TLPG!!
realli appreciate it... =D
just wake up.. it has been so long since i wake up at 10+?
zzzz... realli is piggy =.=
keep laughing when reading TLPG's blog>> http://tlpg-united.blogspot.com/
can go take a look.. =p

ytd just finish watching Gundam 00 season 1/2.. NICE!!!
here's 1 of the best ending i like!! go take a look!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q2ETbAXpTEs

sad!!! Anew & Lyle..
time for breakfast.. =D
byes guys.. =D

2009-04-09T03:43:00.018+08:00

Lets c the time now.. 4.03 a.m.. zzzz

still not yet asleep.. so here to do some blogging..

tis few days.. slack at home.. nth much..

taking care of my bro from mon to now?

having a high fever.. zzz..

hope he gets well soon..

ytd didnt get much slp.. slpt at 3am..

woke up at 5am to take care of him..

and finally slpt at 7am, bt woke up at 11am =.=

CODE GEASS (Lelouch of the Rebellion) / Season 2 ( R2)

Just finish this anime yesterday..

Quite a nice anime..

More about war and fighting with machines..

But overall i will gif a rating of 4.5/5

I cried at the last episode.. realli sad..

i am over emotional liao =.= cmi <<<

This anime won best anime tv series (2007)

This is Lelouch Lamperouge the main charactor..
A person who has a sharp and brillant mind..
Live for the sake of his sister.. A loving brother..

Feeling very uneasy this few days.. duno y..

something is bothering me.. bt i duno wat?

and i dont understand myself anymore..

some1 save me!! ~~

nbm.! time for to rest le..

meeting wilson for some training lata..

this whole weekend will be busy.. arghh..

slping time.. oyasumi..

Sorry..

2009-04-05T15:20:00.003+08:00

i am back ! readers..!
sori quite some time nv post.. ):
just woke up not long ago..
came home ard 4.30am.. >.<
First thing first.. Happy Belated B'dae JQ.. Bros 4Ever.. =D

k bahs.. lets start from friday..
at night went to meet tlpg and gang..
to discuss abt the outing..
tis time round quite a few ppl cannot make it bahs?
like mh.. zhi ning.. (not confirm yet)
after tt go fred hse and ton.. PS3!!
play till ard 4am.. then go shell..
and bought some instant noodle back..
me and wilson cooked for the rest.. except liye..
he slp till so soundly.. dont wake him up.. hahas..
slpt ard 7~8am.. woke up at 11am.. rushed home..
from woodlands to paya lebar >.<

went to haf my breakfast be4 gg home..
reached home.. str8 shower.. went out..
met wif zisen and gang at plaza sing..
in the end.. went back to gl and K.. faints >.<
i didnt sing much.. slpt while the rest were singing..
tired dao siao.. T.T
finish singing ard 8pm +
went for dinner.. ate zhu zha tang wif rice.. =p
zisen, jun and a few of them went drinking..
after tt i suppose to go home and slp ler.. tired..
then zisen.. drunk.. =.= keep wan go cini watch movie..
anyhow walk.. anyhow scold ppl.. >.<
then in the end bo bian.. accompany him wif the rest to cini..
stubborn guy.. LOL!!
watch a movie at 1.50am.. fast and furious 4.. nice ma?
ytd was 1 of the most hilarious day ever.. c zisen anyhow.. dots..
luckily before the movie.. he awake ler.. o else.. GG..
after str8 cab home.. wif zisen, jun and darrall..
slpt for ard 9 hrs bahs? hahas..
thanks alicer for the movie.. (:

time to go back to continue word challenge wif mindy.. buais (:

2009-03-30T21:48:00.004+08:00

Changed My blog song to 我的错 by B.A.D

飞机已离开机场
你选择了前往你的方向
不再迷惘
忘了我们爱的过往
忘了我给你的伤学会坚强
从前的我不懂你牺牲多大
为我失去朋友不讲
还放弃了所有梦想
觉得没怎样
不会将心比心去想
让你慢慢慢慢失去了希望
能不能够再给我机会好好的爱
你我会仔细的聆听
你对我说的一言一语
我会学会去控制脾气不让你伤心
对你好好的去珍惜
请你相信我的心
还是爱你
我想再重来一次
回到过去弥补你的伤
没那种事
怎么做才能够停止
后悔竟伤你如此
不再放肆
为何总到失去才懂的难过
当你在我身边的时候
总是为我默默守候
都是为我的错
错过这难得的拥有
就让你爱我的心慢慢溜走
能不能够再给我机会好好的爱你
我会仔细的聆听
你对我说的一言一语
我会学会去控制脾气
不让你伤心
对你好好的去珍惜
请你相信我的心还是爱你

hope u all like it.. (:

2009-03-28T23:34:00.002+08:00

JUst back home not long ago..
here to blog after shower (:
came back home from joo seng..
had been 2 weeks since i saw lin bao and gang..
bb from 2pm onwards.. till around 6pm..
then had our dinner.. before proceeding to lan shop =.=
2day was a tiring day man.. ~.~

lets c.. tuesday i went out wif wilson..
GYM! so long nv go ler.. i tink a few months bahs..
whole body so painful the next day.. over workout..
then bb wif the people at eunos CC?
gt 1 guy realli qiang.. 100% accuracy.. =p
then after tt jiu went home anime yi sia.. till 1am..
then jiu rest ler..

wed whole day at home rest and slack ==

thursday went out to celebrate devy meimei b'dae..
all 6 guys met at my hse around 3pm..
and we proceed to barley sec to fetch her..
i tink quite embarrassing for meimei..
becos 6 guys in formal dressing waiting for her outside gate.. >.<
then all her frns were like wow? hahas..
went for movie at plaza sing.. watched "Unborned"
to me.. the movie was average bahs.. not too scary..
bt mei was like.. u noe wat i am going to sae bahs =x
had our dinner at secretrecipe.. ate cake =.=
Oreo Cheese Cake.. hmm.. nice! and full..
after tt.. we fetched mei to bus stop as it was so late.. 10pm ler..
and the rest of the guys went down to GL for some singing.. =p
me and jun sang till.. keep shouting.. no voice liao..
bt say first.. my singing = cmi.. T.T

nbm.. time to rest.. jiayous to those having attachment!! (:

who does this single strand of feeling flow towards to?

2009-03-21T02:08:00.003+08:00

Yes AH!! attachment finally ended.. =DDD
bt i would miss the staff/enrolled nurses..
they took gt care of me.. (:
thanks 4 the guidance!

now.. is the starting of my 1 month holidays..
time to slack, play and eat and slp.. LOL..
i feel like i am gg be a pig soon =.=
maybe go find some work bahs.. as my mum.. everyday !!@#$%^&*(
morning met up wif xueming for breakfast...
had been so long since i last saw her.. 5 years!!!
she didnt change much.. onli i am taller then her bahs?
she was so shocked when she heard my voice in the phone..
4gotten i would break voice.. =.=
after tt.. jiu rush down to hospital for work.. (:

my ca results quite gd bahs.. A+
exams results.. also.. so so.. gt improve =D
2mr and sunday will be busy..
bt monday jiu can slack ler.. any1 wan watch movie? =p=p=p
and thanks tabby again 4 the puff.. and i left it in the ward again >.<
how sotong can i get? AHHHH! blur king..! piak!

kk bahs.. slping time.. oyasumi (:

2009-03-18T22:34:00.003+08:00

hello! here to post be4 slping =D
haiis.. recently.. things arent well between my parents..
Cold war... bt at least 2day.. they r a bit better..
hope this war will end soon.. T.T

just back from work..
finish my supper.. shower..
gg slp soon.. 2mr morning.. 5AM!!!
just now in ward.. so funny..
farhana was mesmerized by a patient's son.. LOL!
muscular wif a black singlet..
i tink he is ok bahs? =p
thanks tabby for the curry puff!! treat u next time =D
i duno y.. >.<
almost all the patients family.. like to ask my age.. and whr i am from..
some sae i from korea, phillipine or china? faint...

2 more days.. and my attachment is finish!
looking forward to it..
early grats to ck, wilson, lei yang and liye(ah ghey) helm-ing..
time to slp... oyasumi!!!
poof! =D

2009-03-14T02:32:00.004+08:00

A short post be4 slping.. guess wat i am gg to sae?
Happy b'dae BL and pei ling meimei.. >.<
tis month sure a lot of ppl having birthdays...
faints! 2day was a tiring day..
thursday working till 9pm.. and start work 7am tis morning..
just a bit fell aslp when doing NGT feeding..
o gosh! zach was feeling a bit sad & depressed.. guess wat?
becos staff nurse michelle went over to my team.. for afternoon shift..
she was the 1 of the pretty nurse in tt ward? LOL..
so i was teasing zach.. "o man! i should have change to afternoon shift" =p
had minced meat noodle & waffle for lunch wif melissa, geraldine plus ibrahim..
and when tabby came for work.. she bought me some curry puffs..
thanks a lot.. bt i didnt manage to eat..
i 4gotten to bring it home.. >.<

reach home ard 4+ and got to hear some of the facts from wenwen.. funny (:
after tt, stay at home the whole day watching anime..
Naruto manga is getting exciting!! 9 tails unleash and the appearance of yondaime..
Toradora too.. nice!
time to catch some slp.. my eye bags r getting heavier and heavier each day!
oyasumi mina (:

2009-03-10T17:33:00.003+08:00

First thing first.. Happy belated b'dae to wenling aka wenwen..
plus! yuzhen aka zhenzhen.. (:

Back home not long ago.. tiring >.<
ytd slpt for ard 10 hrs? bt still not enuf..
o man.. how piggish can i get? =.=
maybe becos of the working timing bahs?
both monday and today.. i am working from 7am ~3pm..
lucky! 2mr afternoon shift.. from 1pm ~ 9pm..
can get a long long rest..
suppose lata meet up wif tlpg and gang..
bt i realli shag.. cannot tahan man! sometimes..

looking and chatting wif patients.. i realise tt..
more and more adults r disown-ing their own parents..
1 of the patient.. cried.. i tried my best and comfort him..
sometimes i really tink humans r selfish.. haiis..

i am realli looking forward for my holidays!!!
2 weeks more!! AHHHHH!!!

once i open my heart.. bt now it had been enclose again..
that day when i open my heart..
maybe that would be the day i start to love..

2009-03-03T22:22:00.004+08:00

Just Came Back from attachment.. so tiring.. >.<

Firstly.. i would like to sae...

HAPPY B'dae Adeline.. aka xiao ting..!!! =D

you lao liao.. dots! take cares and be happy always.. (:

the most recent naruto manga episode was the saddest..

hinata died.. after saving naruto from being killed..
AHHHH! y like tt.. T.T

the words be4 hinata died..

Hinata : i wont let u lay another finger on naruto!

Naruto : What r u doing here? get away from here.

Hinata : I know.. i am just being selfish..

Naruto :What r u toking abt? what r u doing here? it's dangerous.

Hinata : I'm here on my own will.. I used to always run away and gif up..

: i nearly went the wrong way.. But u show me the right way..
: i was chasing after u.. wanting to overtake u..

: i just wanted to walk wif u.. i wanted to be wif u..

: u changed me.. your smile saved me..

: so i am not afraid of dying protecting u!!!

: Because i love you..

Hinata fought wif pain and died..

Naruto got the worst emotions he have ever felt..

and he release 6 tails out of 9 tails.. scary.. =.=

Dots.. and anime.. skip beat & toradora rocks!!

hahas.. bt no time to watch also..

2mr work would end at 9pm also..

and tis time round, my patients r a bit more diff than the previous..

hope to get used to it asap.. (:

time to do some anime-ing.. then slp!

oyasumi mina! =)

2009-02-24T20:41:00.003+08:00

Yo.. finally back to posting.. duno how long nv post liao..
and my tagboard is rotting too >.<
Firstly.. Happy Belated B;dae to kuku aka diyanah and Ho HEng Cheong.
Secondly.. Grats Ml aka mindy~ lvl 200.. si sotong.. dont tink u would read tis.. =p
Lastly.. I AM FREE!!! AHHHHHHH!!!
Finally exams r over.. bt next week attachments start liao T.T
3 weeks.. then 1 month holidays.. =D

Lets c abt the exams..
FON - okok?
CmBio - Sure A >.< i tink moderation ler..
AAp - No confident.. tt day unable to concentrate..
Pharmacology - nth much.. okok..

Many of my frns b'dae is coming.. sianz1/2
time to waste money ler.. LOL!
and time to resume my anime spree liao.. hahas..
ongoing anime =
-Naruto
-Bleach
-Toradora
-Skip BEat - NICE!
-Akikan
-Soul Eater
-KuroShitsuji
-Gungrave
kkays.. time to go.. mata ne!

hoping i would return to the past..

2009-02-24T20:33:00.002+08:00

Changing Blog SOng (:

南拳妈妈 - 下雨天

下雨天了怎么办
我好想你
不敢打给你
我找不到原因
什么失眠的声音
变得好熟悉
沉默的场景
做你的代替
陪我听雨滴期待让人越来越沉迷
谁和我一样等不到他的谁
爱上你我总在学会
寂寞的滋味
一个人撑伞
一个人擦泪
一个人好累
怎样的雨怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大天要多黑
才能够有你的体贴
其实没有我你分不清那些
彻别接近还能多一些
别说你会难过
别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉
期待让人越来越疲惫
谁和我一样
等不到他的谁
爱上你我总在学会
寂寞的滋味
一个人撑伞
一个人擦泪
一个人好累
怎样的雨怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大天要多黑
才能够有你的体贴
其实没有我你分不清那些
彻别接近还能多一些
别说你会难过
别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉
怎样的雨怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大天要多黑
才能够有你的体贴
其实没有我你分不清那些
彻别接近还能多一些
别说你会难过
别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉

(:

2009-02-13T23:08:00.002+08:00

Omg >.< so shag..
maybe realli too long nv go gym ler.. tts y bahs?
now my whole body feel so heavy..
dots..

My horoscope for 2day guess wat? >.<

A new beginning is coming in an old relationship, and you should start to feel it before the end of the day. This is a good time to reach out to this person and suggest an intimate and casual outing. The two of you could use some uninterrupted quiet time to catch up and create new plans for the future together. The balance between you two has shifted, and they are ready to let you take more control. They recognize the changes in you, and want to show you the changes they've made.

faints =.=

rest rest rest! and HAPPY VALENTINE to every1 (:
best wishes!

2009-02-12T18:10:00.002+08:00

Wasurenaide.. By Suara.. Anime = Kimikiss Pure Rouge

Romanji:

doko ni mo ikanai nante yakusoku dekinai
itsu hanarete shimau ka mo shirenai
anata wo zutto mamoritai
demo yoku kangaete mite
honto wa anata wa hitori demo hitori ja nai

zutto zutto sou yatte kono sora mo tsuki mo meguru kara
sou hontou wa dare mo ga kabe nante koerareru you ni tsukurareterunda

wasurenaide
anata no koto wo omotteru hito ga iru koto wo
dakara waratte mite
oboeteite
kagami no naka no anata wa itsu mo itsu de mo
hohoemu koto ga dekiru
wasurenaide

zutto zutto sou yatte kono sora mo tsuki mo meguru kara
sou hontou no koe nara dare ni datte ataerareru you ni tsukurareteru kara
wasurenaide
kono omoi wo itsu ka kitto todokeru kara
dakara waratteite
oboeteite
kagami no naka no egao wa itsu mo itsu de mo
hitori de mo hitori ja nai
wasurenaide

English:

I can't promise that I won't go anywhere,
or that we won't be separated
I want to protect you forever,
but try to think about this:
Even if you are alone, you aren't truly alone

As long as this sky and moon go round, this is true
If everyone is a wall, I can be helping you exceed it
Don't forget
There's always someone thinking of you
So try to smile
Remember
The you inside the mirror is able to smile,
always and forever
Don't forget

As long as this sky and moon go round, this is true
If it's your true voice, I can help you give it to anyone

So don't forget
I'll surely send this feeling someday
So be smiling
Remember
Even if the smiling face inside the mirror is alone,
it's never truly alone
Don't forget

(:

2009-02-12T14:31:00.003+08:00

Back home.. went for an hour of test and back.. >.<
both ytd and 2day.. abt the same..
ytd went to skul just for the test.. from 4.15 ~ 4.45pm..
1hr trip to skul and back.. total.. waste 2 hrs.. just for 30 mins.. =.=
My aap practical gt A+ & i passed my NSL practical.. =D
now a bit relax ler.. bt exams coming next week..
time to study ler.. bt now i am still in valentine mood.. o.o
and a lot of my frns b'daes r on next week.. like hc, kuku.. etc..
how to concentrate? ahhhh..!
still thinking who to go out with on valentine.. =x
most probably would be out to celebrate hc b'dae bahs.. go www? =p
hahas.. feeling so tired even though onli 1 hr of lesson..
tink becos of ytd.. i chiong anime bahs? finish a series of 26 episodes..
and i daydream almost everyday this week.. diedie..
nid 2 rest more.. or else think too much..
resting time.. (:

2009-02-08T23:09:00.004+08:00

back to posting =x
hmm.. lets start from friday bahs..
friday.. end schl ard 1pm? then jiu accompany BL..
a while.. jiu went home ler.. and at night..
went over to fred's place to ton.. and bb wif bao ge and the rest..
slpt for ard 4 to 5 hrs bahs? fred onli slpt for 1 hr =.=

sat.. still at fred's hse.. PS3-ing.. bt i left ard 5pm.. to rush down to gl..

to help fred to get zk helm.. >.< (y i must so chiong wors? not my acc also)

dots.. so fred better treat me eat.. ^^

i immediately rushed down to ecp after tt..

to celebrate yun dan aka ji dan & stephanie ( just noe her ytd)

hahas.. saw a lot of my old pals.. 1 of them = kai hsiang..

first thing c me.. we fight liao.. bu da bu xiang shi..?

gt to know a gal.. her name is calista?

same primary schl.. bt i dont seem to rmb her.. bt i tink she noe me >.<

thanks wilson for the bbq food..! (: reached home late.. str8 ko.. =x

as for 2day.. went out in the morning for nike fair at expo..

suppose to buy a shoe bag plus bagpack.. in the end i bought nth..

and liye bought a pair of bb shoes.. 70 bucks =x

then liye went to work.. as me & wilson meet up wif hc..

shop ard bugis for my bagpack and shoe bag..

bought both in adidas.. =p saw xiao ting and mh mummy.. (:

then jiu proceed to gl.. Zakum for lei yang..

bt the com cmi.. died twice.. sori man..

would help u next week again.. psps.. and now..

reach home not long ago.. doing NR now..

dots.. i tink stopping here bahs.. stuck here for 1 hr ler.. becos doing NR..
oyasumi guys! jiayous 4 the upcoming exams.. !

me, hui zin, yun dan & calista

the people? =x

sadness well up whenever i tink of u.. y?

2009-01-24T22:29:00.002+08:00

wat a tire day 2day is.. ><
just reach home not long ago.. from joo seng..
bb wif lb and the rest..
morning went to pp...
bought some clothes for new year.. (:
i just realised i didnt blog for a week ++ ler.. =p

wed & thurs.. went for sports and wellness.. 2 days ><
plus all the projects doing in progress =.=
so lazy and restless.. feel like slping.. zzzzzz
slping soon bahs.. 2mr afternoon will be having tuan yuan fan..
and mahjong overnight? or maybe gg find cs to celebrate his b'dae..
at cross-fire? c how bahs.. ~.~
o ya.. and thanks hui min for the choco.. nice! =D
time to use the com a while to watch some anime be4 slping =p
take cares every1 (:

2009-01-15T20:37:00.008+08:00

Ytd was a great day..
went out wif devy, jac, andrew, william and ah gua..
watched red cliff at cineleisure.. (:

nice show.. I like the strategies & warfares!.. =D
gals who dont like violent scenes should avoid tis show..
bt the gals commented it was great.. =x
xiao qiao shi pretty de!!! ahhh.. lol

After the movie.. took a bus back to SP..
andrew bought some vanguard sheets..
as me and jac were reading horoscopes..
liye went to collect his pay.. (beggar by andrew) >.<
and devy & william went home.. becos she gt a lot of hw to do!
then jiu went to haf some desserts be4 going to bc to slack..
reach home ard 10pm.. so tired..
recently, my eyes getting worse and worse.. @.@
due to not enuff of slp bahs?
2day during my 2 hrs of break.. i was slping all the way..!
AHHHH~~~~

kkays.. time to slp early.. oyasumi (:

2009-01-07T23:13:00.002+08:00

Posting be4 slping.. wat a tired day 2day.. T.T
started lesson at 8am and ended at 4pm..
ytd pon skul.. becos.. onli 2 hrs of lessons..
and i had to waste 2 hrs of bus trips to and back from skul..
lazy.. so skip lor.. onli the 3 guys nv go.. and all the gals went.. >.<
2mr onli 3 hrs of lessons.. 9am - 12pm.. can go home early to haf a long nap.. (:
time 4 me to slp ler.. eyes cant even open.. @.@
nitez mina.. take cares (:

jacqueline mei take care of ur right hand.. rest plz.. =.=
devy mei.. rmb to eat..!

oyasumi (:

2009-01-06T19:40:00.004+08:00

突然好想你 - 五月天

最怕空气突然安静最怕朋友突然的关心
最怕回忆突然翻滚绞痛着不平息
最怕突然听到你的消息
想念如果会有声音不愿那是悲伤的哭泣
事到如今终于让自己属于我自己
只剩眼泪还骗不过自己
突然好想你你会在哪里
过得快乐或委屈突然好想你
突然锋利的回忆突然模糊的眼睛
我们像一首最美丽的歌曲变成两部悲伤的电影
为什么你带我走过最难忘的旅行
然后留下最痛的纪念品
我们那么甜那么美那么相信
那么疯那么热烈的曾经
为何我们还是要奔向各自的幸福和遗憾中老去
突然好想你你会在哪里过得快乐或委屈
突然好想你突然锋利的回忆突然模糊的眼睛
最怕空气突然安静最怕朋友突然的关心
最怕回忆突然翻滚绞痛着不平息
最怕突然听到你的消息
最怕此生已经决心自己过没有你
却又突然听到你的消息

(:

2009-01-04T18:51:00.006+08:00

Happy Belated New year! lols...

just finish my fon assignment.. reflective journal.. >.<

2mr starting of skul ler.. sianz.. :X

During the last day of the year.. went out wif TLPG..

went to Cafe Cartel to have our dinner..

this is the second time i been thr.. hahas..

still rmb when was the first time i been thr.. =p

i had Southern Chicken Cutlet.. quite nice bahs?

after dinner.. went to jalan jalan lor..

dont noe whr to go.. so end up at suntec de arcade.. (:

And thats when the perverted idiot came.. jerome >.<

played a while.. and went to the sky garden to slack bahs..

after tt jiu proceed to the countdown ler.. so crowded..

lazy to elaborate.. bt the fireworks this year was so much better and nicer..

than the previous.. =D after tt met teckjin..

and went to bugis mac for supper.. walk THERE DE!

then jiu cab home.. reach home ard 5am++..

chat wif sharon mei on msn till 6am+ gg 7am..

then jiu slp ler.. (:

Here r some pics..

Wth is tis boss doing? =.=

Chicken And Fish Combo (:

Mixed Seafood Combo =p

St'Louis Pork Ribs =x

Southern Chicken Cutlet =D

And Lastly.. TLPG (:

2008-12-30T15:25:00.002+08:00

back to posting.. (:
attachment over ler.. bt skul starting soon.. sighs.
just now play audi bu.. my techno party full combo.. shocked!
first time.. >.<
lata would be out for some gym training wif jer and the rest..
ard 3 weeks nv go ler.. GG..
and tis time round my ct results.. quite okays bahs?
onli 1 D+.. plus a few A and 1 B+.. (:
2mr would be the last day of 2008..
A new year, a new start =p
and would be out wif tlpg guys..!
and guys!!! dont be late!!! AHHHHH!
kays bahs.. gg out ler.. sayonara !

2008-12-25T11:46:00.002+08:00

Hohoho! Merry Christmas.. (:
2day off day... no attachment..!!! =x
now ar fred's hse.. ton overnight ytd...
wif quite a lot off ppl bahs... at least 5 guys >.<
2mr still working.. 5am nid wake up... sianz..
bt.. 2mr last day!.. we celebrating.. ordering pizza =D
looking forward to it...
i tink i go slp ler.. tired dao.. T.T
sayonara (:

2008-12-13T20:59:00.002+08:00

Back from cruise (:
quite nice bahs..
bt the food thr = exp..
1 coke guess how much?
$5.80 ... =.= LOL
bt go thr.. can relax... (:
everyday eat dao full full de..
buffet for breakfast, lunch and dinner plus supper.. LOL
and i am starting 2 haf phobia for fruit juices..
when my dad bought 10 cups of juices for me.. >.<
The night view in the cruise is the one of nicest scene!!!
a gd place 2 bring ur cpl to..
me and bro were thr.. with more then 10 cpls? lols!
and the swimming pool was 18 degrees celsius..
freezing cold.. bt the jacuzzi thr was the best!!! =D

time for some anime (:
and monday.. my attachment starting T.T
hope 2 c u all soon!

Alex, my sis and me..

2 guys slping >.<

My mum and sis =x

Alex and me.. cheers!

Irene, Sis and daddy.. =x

2008-12-10T03:46:00.004+08:00

1. What is your CCA? currently no haf?
2. Would you fall in love with a guy/girl older than you? maybe?perhaps?
3. Do you rather be with a guy/gril much older or much younger than you? duno? c bahs?
4. Do you believe in love at first sight?hmmm. no =D
5. Will you fall in love with your bestfriend? how i noe wors?!!
6. Which is more blessed, being loved by someone or loving someone? being loved by someone..
7. Will you risk your life for ur bestfriend? (:
8. If the person you like is attached, what would you do? Wish her happiness (:
9. Is there anything/anyone that has made you extremely happy? slping bahs.
10. Would you rather have many friends with loose friendship / one or two with very close friendship?One or two with very close friendship.. (:
11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time? have a family and a career.
12. Who is currently the most important people to you?My friends and family.. =D
13. Family or career?Family. :D
14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor? married but poor.. :)
15. Would you rather be a lesbianl or gay or incest? none? =.=
16. If you fall in love with 2 person simultaneously, who would you choose? = die T.T
17. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible things that someone has done? yes.. or else the grudge would never end..
18. What do you want to tell the person you love? I love you (:
19. What is the one thing that you regretted most in your life? too many to sae..
20. If you only have one more day to live, would you confess to the person you loved? i wont bahs? i would wan to go out wif her the last time..

5 ppl to do.. >.<
1) wenwen.
2) ShharonN mei..
3) mei hua mummy..
4) Liye (no.6)
5) Diyanah kuku

end here.. lata gg cruise ler.. wont be ard till friday nitez..
c u all soon.. mina..
ikimashou.. take cares.. (:

2008-11-30T11:20:00.003+08:00

YOS! finally here to blog.. Exams Over ler!
holidays ler.. 2 weeks (:
be4 gg for attachment.. T.T
and.... HAPPY BELATED B'Dae Jun HUi.. aka xiao bai.. =x
Xiao bai... xiao bai.. ni zai na li? LOL!

lets start from last week..
sun - AFA.. Anime Festival Asia.. at suntec.. =x
mon - NSL & FOn exams..
tue - Pharmacology
wed - Anatomy & physiology
thurs - last paper! Cell & Molecular Biology.
friday - went to celebrate jun b'dae.. went k box.. and alicer's hse to ton..
sat - slp & slp.. then go bb a bit.. be4 gg gl..
sun - hmm.. = now? posting? LOL..

quite a tiring week.. >.<
2day wanted to go swim.. bt c the weather = cmi..
so rest at home bahs.. (:
end here.. posting again soon.. =x

wenwen.. bu yao emo ler..!!! ):
and Sharonn mei!!! BAck ler!!! =D
hahas..

2008-11-19T20:59:00.002+08:00

Finally back home from a long day in skul.. 8am till 6pm T.T
Now my hse renovation.. so dirty.. bt still okays bahs.. =p
since the starting of renovation.. i realize sth..
tt singaporeans waste lot of water just taking a shower..
becos nowadays.. everyday.. i onli require 3/4 pail of water for shower..
including face wash, brushing of teeth.. =x
and normally.. when a person.. on the tap for 10 mins..
non-stop.. it will be = at least 2-3 pails of water?

Since monday till now.. not in quite a gd mood bahs..
on both mon and tues.. i overslpt in bus on the way home..
till interchange.. TWICE!! =.= too tired ler..
everyday onli 5 hrs of slp.. T.T . As for during the NR lesson on mon..
the whole class is suppose 2 finish a 1000 words essay in 1 hr time?
= impossible can? i handed in the next day.. :)
as some of classmates went to complain becos the dateline is on 28 nov..
and in the end the teacher apologized.. i was like.. o.o?
y cant the rest talk nicely to the teacher be4 complaining module leader?
............................................................ nbm >.<
and 2day.. 8-10am.. S&W.. guess wat?
"I forget to bring my shoe bag!"
and in the end my mum bought it to skul from my house..
from east to west.. thanks mum.. (: bt..
i am unable to attend S&W.. becos i gt send home by the coach..
i told him tt i would attend at 8.30am after receiving my shoes..
and i would be observing thr till then..
he str8 sae tt thr no nid 4 u to be here.. u may go home now..
and i suppose 2 go 2mr.. 3-5 pm.. alone.... >.<
SIANZ~!#%^&*!
suan ler.. no point arguing.. just go bahs..

i tink i go get some rest and 2mr would be a better day.. SMILES!! =D
c u ppl soon.. oyasumi.. (:

2008-11-10T22:07:00.002+08:00

Finally here to blog.. =P
2day as usual went to skul..
after skul met wif fred, liye and mummy..
ate at sumo hse.. (:
then jiu went home ler..

the previous few days.. saw zhenzhen..
duno how long nv c her ler..
went gym.. and ytd went newater visitor centre..
wif bing liang to do our Sawi project..
aka Singapore and World Issues.. LOL

I will be having my practical test 2mr..
quite nervous bahs.. even now..
hope everything goes well... =D

I learned tt every1 should smile more.. guess why?
Smiling onli require 26 muscles..
as Frowning require 62 muscles..
tiring to frown? waste of energy.. hahas..
time for me to pack my things and slping.. >.<
oyasumi!!!